eyes that will not open wide enough/ have not the deepenough lungs for gasping. i wish i could do something worthy of this [---]. i can't speak it. the only way to do it justice is to speak it all, and it's being spoken all around us, already. tears, perhaps, or laughter. both. awe. there is nothing/ there is it all/ simultaneous. isness. thisness. here we are! can't you see? oh my.