look at me LOOK AT ME NOW. i'm hearing SOUNDS THAT AREN'T HERE. i'm listening to music that's been RECORDED these things AREN'T HAPPENING and nobody else can hear them but I CAN because i'm wearing headphones. HEADPHONES!! bits of plastic and mesh and metal that SOUND LIKE PEOPLE SINGING! what do you think of that? it's like fucking ANGELS or something. a miracle. it's the beginning of time. sounds! sounds that aren't here! in my head! good christ!! THE FUTURE IS NOW