And the more I read Neil's current Upsideclown, Suburban Gothic, the more I love it. Just so gentle, perfectly formed, and it infiltrates my mood so completely so that when it withdraws - suddenly - it leaves me there. Beautiful. The last paragraph absolutely blows me away. It's essays like this that really bring home to me how glad I am I do Upsideclown, that this kind of writing is getting a voice.